Thursday, October 19, 2006

positive note


Things are going so well. I couldn't be more happier than I am right now. I can't believe how quitting my job could make me so happy. I'm so glad that I got out of that place. I'm working some place much smaller and the atmosphere is so different. People there actually seem to care about my learning process and that I am doing well. So far I love it.

I am so excited for tomorrow night! I am going back to Sycamore! Only for a football game....but I stil get to go with one of my really good friends Tricia. I love Tricia only because she gives a damn about me and the stuff that goes on in my life and gives me advice and listens when I need to talk. I don't know what I would have done with out Tricia at some points. She was there for me 100% with awesome advice. She really helped me pull through. Thanks Tricia. We're gonna have so much fun! I can't wait.

I am also happy because I found some one who I can talk to and be myself too. He's awesome and a great person. He makes me laugh and smile more than I can ever remember doing. I have been through some tough shit and for once I found a friend who doesnt let that shit get in the way.. He looks beyond it. He looks at me as a real person. I enjoy that. He's gonna make some girl the happiest girl some day.

Well that is my update for now. Things are going great like I said. i'm a much happier and stress less almost stress free person. My body is actually staring to feel better, maybe one day all the pain will be gone from working my ass off in a hell hole for 3 years that at a drop of a pin will screw you over. I hate that place...I don't even think I can go back to shop... wow thats pretty sad. Oh well. I got out thank god.