Well, it's official...I am no longer working at Petsmart. I went in today and said my goodbyes to people who were working. I wasn't really that sad. I need to get out of there anyways. I can go someplace better where management actually cares about the employees. I'm gonna take a couple days to myself and just relax. My stress level is very high, especially these past few days.
I went to church today. It was different going by myself. I enjoyed being there. It was good for me to go. I needed it. I needed the forgiveness and the silence. As crazy as that sounds together, that's what I look forward too. My faith gets stronger and stronger every day. Week by week I'm forgiven and my soul is cleansed. I feel so much better. I feel safe. As always I pray for those around me.
I came home and watched tv for the first time in awhile. It was strange being here in the house all alone and actually being able to watch tv. I groomed the dog and talked to some one who I haven't talked to for awhile. He seems to be doing good. We've been through a lot and I actually got to the point where I didn't want to even talk to him. But of course he had his own problems. But we promised to keep in touch now that I won't see him at work. I don't see him much anyways, and I'm not really ready to see him. Yeah I care about him, but we're better off keeping distance. I washed my car for the first time in awhile. She was so dirty from being at the shop. She was disgusting actually. I bonded with her for awhile, since I haven't had her for about three weeks. And here I am now. All in all today was a good day. I was able to get some things done. I got alot of thinking done too. Who my friends are and who I can really count on in a time of need. They're not the people that I though they were. I think that me leaving Petsmart was the right thing at the right time. I can leave those who need to be left behind, behind where they belong.
