Well...it's the day after Christmas. This year things were really good. Christmas was pretty good with the family. No fighting. My mom and I kinda spoke not really...but we didn't totally ignore each other. I got some cute things. I got some money and some gift cards which are almost gone. But things went well. We're still waiting to hear about the apartment. They're waiting for job clarification for Jason and that's it. We could alreayd be moved in right now if it weren't taking forever. We're hoping to get the keys today and do a little moving. But I'm not seeing that happening right now. It's almost 2 and I have to be back at work tonight at 8. Val-Val doesn't get off work till 3..but it does us no good if we have no keys. Tomorrow we're both off...but I have to go to the vet to put my dog down. Maybe I can con Val-Val into going with me for support. It's gonna be hard....she's like 16. But she can barely walk... she still plays every once in awhile but she just can't get around like she used to. My aunt told me that I could have her dog collar and I'm going to hang it from my mirror in my car so that I can always be reminded of her when I look at it. It's gonna be tough...I was supossed to work tomorrow but I told work about my dog and I got the day off. I don't really wanna go into work after doing that and I would rather try to move to when I'm that upset because I can hopefully put that anger towards some good use and more stuff done. I'm going to miss her so much. Another reason why I wanna go there tomorrow is because I'm going to try to get a job. He has known me and my aunt for years. He told her that anytime I needed a job he would have one and now that I need one I am hoping that he will come true on his word because I really really need one. I can't pay my bills with what I am making right now. Jason can't pay for everything. It's not fair. I need to be able to help him out with what I can but it's going to take me awhile to get things under control. All in all things are going good. I went to church for Christmas Eve service. It was nice being able to see everyone. It's amazing how some of them have grown up. It's been a really long time since I have been to my church. Well I think that is all for now.
