Well....we're almost done moving. Just a few more things. I need for it to be over. Moving depresses me. Right now, alot of things are depressing me but the moving is what got it started. Hopefully once the moving is done and over with for good I'll return to myself. This happened when I moved a little while ago. Just as I was getting back to normal we pick up and move. Oh well. I like where I am right now. I like being around people instead of out in the middle of no where. And the fact that I am closer to Val Val is awesome.
There's been a lot of tension between Jason and I. He's this way with his family and me. He's very upfront with who he is. But there are things that he says that upsets me. I slept on the couch last night. I just didn't feel like getting up and going to bed. I just didn't care. Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing. I'll never know. Oh well.
I haven't worked in almost a week. They don't need me. Hopefully I can start working at the clinic soon. I can't wait. It's going to be fun I think. I really want to be in the enviroment that I am going to be working in. I can't wait. Okay. I think that this is enough for now. I feel like I should be at home unloading my car so that I can go to the apartment and get the few items that are left. But I don't feel like it.
