I had so much fun this weekend. First off- Friday was awesome. After work I drove out to Milford and met my friend Jason at his moms house. Then we went bowling with a friend of ours. Good times. I got to drive my friends new truck home. That was cool. It's his lil baby and he let me drive it. We did other little stuff with Andy before bowling but that doesn't really matter. They're into their guy stuff and making money I just tag along. Moving on... Saturday we drove up to Hamilton to the scrap yard- Again me tagging along... The boys made over a hundred each for their stuff. Then Jason and I went to Red River Gorge. I'm so outta shape. We spent most of the day out there hiking around and enjoying the peace. It's so beautiful out there at this time of the year. I was very slow at first climbing a huge hill...it seemed more like a mountain to me. But Jason kept pushing me and he kept telling me that I could do it. I made it to the top and it was worth it. My legs hurt like hell, but it was beautiful. We hiked around for a bit and then headed down to the creek that goes through the mountains and it was so quiet and so peaceful. It was nice listening to the water as it ran over the rocks and through the mountains and around. Jason was so sweet, he bought me boots on Saturday so that I could hike more easier. He said that everyone should have a pair of boots. That was very kind of him. So after that, we headed home and I got into cleaning mode...I felt bad for him because he works so hard and works so much during the week at his job and doing other side jobs for another friend of ours. So I made him get a beer and sit his ass down and watch some tv. I cleaned the bathroom and the kitchen. I enjoyed doing it. It made me feel good to do something for him, he's spent so much money on me this weekend I wanted to try and help him out. Sunday was pretty cool. We headed out to Erica's and planted some flowers for her and then got started on a trailer that Jason got for free. I got to play with power tools. That was fun. I got to play with a sander! It was fun learning how to do new things. I enjoyed my weekend. It was like a mini vacation. Since I have realized that I have a fear of letting guys get close, I let down my guard for a while this weekend and realized how much fun I could have with him, I saw him differently for once. I actually didn't want to leave.. But I plan on trying to spend more time with him and see what happens. Well I just got home and its 5:04 in the morning. I need to lay down before work.