So I just had like a 2 hour conversation with my really good friend Trish. I t felt good to be able to talk to some one who knows what I'm going through with certain things. Her advice and input means a lot to me.
I think that I am the happiest that I have been in such a long time. It feels so good. It feels so good to know that some one wants me. What is better is knowing that I want that person back. He constantly pushes me. There was no way that I could have hiked as much as I did last weekend if he wasn't there. He pushes me. He tells me that I can do more than I allow myself to think. He tells me that I'm beautiful and that I shouldn't change myself. He makes me feel complete. I feel safe. He gave me a key to his apartment. He's let me drive his truck. I even cleaned his aprtment and did laundry. It was nice to help him out. He's so busy doing stuff for others. I love that kind of stuff anyways. He cooks for me. I want to spend all the time that I can there. But I know that I shouldn't. I know that we need our space from each other. We went to New Richmond yesterday and it was so peaceful. Cute little town. We got to talking about all the places that we can go. He's been alot of places. He's told me about alot of places that he wants to take me. I'm so excited. Yay!!
