So here is an update. We should be moving soon. With in the next few weeks here. We have to be out of the apartment by the end of the month. I'm kinda nervous. A house is a big thing. It's something that Jason and I have never done before. We are moving into a house and fixing it up at the same time. We have come a long ways. We have even a longer way to go. I think that we are both strong. I do my best for him and I know that he does his best for me even though are times that I feel the opposite. But I do know that he cares. Some times things happen and my feelings are almost second guessed and I feel un easy about us. Then something happens and I know that we will be ok. I'm so happy that he is working for another company now. He can hopefully be treated with some respect. The house is coming along. I have some pictures. It's going to take a while but we will get things finished sooner or later. Some things will have to wait till next summer. I am very excited when it comes to thinking about all the room we'll have and the space that we will have with each other. Jason will have his basement and room for all his tools and toys and stuff. I'll get my office and we'll have our master bedroom. I'll have room for when my sister comes for her to have her own space and be able to chill on her own away from people. I know that its hard for her living with my other sister and mom and I know that its hectic for her. I can't wait for her to be able to come visit me.
well thats it for now.
