Tuesday, August 21, 2007

A new attitude

Well I figured that I should post an update on things. It's been awhile since I have posted a blog so I thought that it was time.

First of all I hate my job. I can't wait to get out of where I am. The stuff that goes on isn't fair and it's bs. I already have my form to fill out and turn in my two weeks but I'm taking my time on what I have to say. I'm gonna have to type what I have to say. Never have I felt the way that I feel towards this place. It's pure hatred. I would rather be at some of the other places working with other people who I thought I couldn't stand to be working with anymore but not now that I am here. My other jobs are easy compared to this place. I can't wait till I get out.

Moving on I went down to Gatlinburg this past weekend with Jason. It was my first time ever being down there. I had a very fun time. The car ride down was fun. We camped out with our little tent and stuff. We grilled hamburgers and then fixed breakfast the next morning on a camping stove and grill. I had a lot of fun. We did some hiking, not a lot but just a little. One problem that we ran into was firewood. It didn't exist. We weren't about to pay to have a fire. So we ended up burning some old boots of Jason's that didn't fit anymore. I took lots of pictures. We found some old houses that no one lived in anymore and almost got caught in them. They were private property of the US government and no one is supossed to go in them. We had to run out of the back of the house and then down a hill and out of sight. It was fun. There are a lot of sights and stuff to do if your made of money. I took lots of pictures and I already have them up on my page.

Things with Jason are going pretty well. We both hate our jobs which sucks and we tend to take it out on each other more than we should. Hopefully we get this house soon and get to move and do some cool stuff with it and have some fun. We'll be closer to his sister which I can't wait for. Our relationship is going well and we're getting closer. She found out that she is pregnant which is awesome. I'm so happy because she saw her mom the other day for the first time in almost three years. Things are looking up for all of us I think.

I'm talking to my younger sister more now. We're emailing which is a start. Her visit down here was akward but familiar. She is my sister and growing up we weren't that close but now we are closer than I am with my other sister who was closer to me growing up. I'm glad that we are talking more now. She even said that she wants to come back and visit me again.

Well I think that is enough for now. I have to get up in the morning and go back to hell. I can't wait.