tomorrow is my first day of classes and i can't wait!!! ?
this is such a big deal for me. i can't believe that i have made it this far. i never thought that i would get through the financial aid stuff since no one really helped me. i'm pretty excited to start. things are going pretty well. i'm happy. i love my new computer. it's so fast and smooth. i can take anywhere in the apartment and use it and i have the internet! yay me. okay anyways.... so a girl got fired at work. pretty crazy. lots of drama at work with people stealing and stuff. they tell me that at the rate that i am going i will be getting a 15% raise in may...if i make it that long....i am trying to hold out... i may be dropping down to part time..i'm not sure...now that jason will be bringing home about 1300 a week we'll be fine. i need to start saving again anyways. when i get my raise i'll be close to 10 an hour....
I'm hoping that Jasons new job works out...i'm gonna have to get use to him not being here at night. thats gonna be hard. i'll come home to an empty apartment but i'll wake up to him. in a couple months we're taking our first vacation together if all goes right. i can't wait. things are going so well for us. i'm happy. i'm off my medicine and i'm positive. i don't look for the negatives anymore. i dont want to. i'm starting to eat better and now that its summer we'll be going out to the farm more and doing more stuff, we went out tonight. it's so peaceful out there. i love it out there. andy and his mom are coming into town next weekend which will be fun. well i should be getting to bed...i have to get up early and go to work and then off to class!!!