Tomorrow or Tuesday I should know for sure. I can't really say anything yet. I want to get the official answer first. There are some people who might see this and things might get a little sticky... so I have to wait and find out first then I can say something. I can't wait. I so can't wait. This is something that I need big time. We all need it bad for us right now. I can't wait until I have the opportunity to go and do things that need to be taken care of. Hopefully the stressful days will be over soon, or at least hopefully this helps calm things down to a good point.
So far things are going great. Things in certain areas are starting to improve just like I hoped. I am doing one step at a time. This is what I need to do. For me. For my family. This is a nice chance for me to finally get somewhere... I'm so excited. I feel so good about it.
I know that if this doesn't happen for some reason which I can't think of one, but if it doesn't, it's ok. I'm not going to sit on my butt and feel sorry for myself any more. I really didn't before, I just haven't really been active the past few months. I have given up on doing a lot of things. I need to get back into the swing of my hobbies. I've started a few things, but have never finished them. Well, it's time to get them finished.
I refuse to sit here though and bitch and complain. I'm going to look at things from a different view. I need to stay positive. I need to set my course of action and do it. If I want something, then I'm going to get it. I don't expect others to give it to me. Or to come to my rescue. Things are different, and are changing and I'm so excited for it.
