So, I am so ready for this pregnancy to be over. I'm tired of being pregnant. I want it to be over. I'm tired of the pains and the discomfort. Of course I haven't had them the whole pregnancy and I'm only now getting them so I really don't have much room to complain. I could have had them through out the whole pregnancy but thank goodness I didn't.
We're getting the nursery finished finally. I was able to hang some pink curtains up yesterday and they aren't anything fancy or anything but they make the windows look better. The nursery looks better than our room. We got a few things from grandma and even my great grandma. That was something that I wasn't expecting. She picked out an outfit and a blanket and few other things. It means alot to me because she's not going to be around much longer and for her to get something for our daughter means alot.
My family means alot to me. I love my family regardless of what happens or what has happened. I feel it better to look past what has happened in my life and my past and move on rather than hold grudges and make a big deal of things that happened 20 years ago. It's silly and doesn't make sense.
They say that you put yourself under more stress trying to hold the grudge and make everyone else miserable than it is to just let things go. Oh well. Just my thought on things. There are things that I want to try to teach my daughter and I hope that she will carry the lessons that she learns with her for the rest of her life.
I'm so very excited for the birth of our daughter. It's a huge deal in my family. We're going to take a 5 generation family picture. It's a big deal. I can't wait. I can't wait for our family picnic this year also. It's going to be fun. My sisters will be there, my cousins will be there, and people who I don't get to see that often at all will be there. It seems to get a little smaller each year. People move or jobs get in the way or kids go off to college..
But anyways, I'm ready to have my body back. I'm ready to start the next chapter of our lives. It's going to be a great summer.
