I finally got high speed internet.... Well Jason did. I love it. I can do all kinds of stuff now. I'm trying to blog and I have three people trying to talk to me. I talked to an old friend today and it felt like old times... it was so nice to talk to her and laugh like we used to. Andy came over to visit Jason and I had her on speaker phone and they were laughing at us. It was so nice. I was so worried about her though. She just kinda disapeared though for awhile and I was worried about her because of the kids. But she was just in jail for awhile and I was worried about nothing. We talked for awhile. About old times too. I wish that she would move closer.
I was laying in bed tonight and I realized how lucky I am. I'm lucky because I am with some one who I care so much about. Sometimes I just like to lay there and watch him sleep and I can't help but smile. He takes care of me when I need it. Sometimes I think I need it more than he does, but if I just think about it, I really don't. He helps me plan for the future and helps me stay sane. He doens't fight with me like others from my past do. He sees no point in it. I'm glad that he doesn't and I'm slowly learning. But things are so good right now!
