I hate being sick

I hate being sick. The title says it all. I hate that I don't feel normal, or as close to normal as possible lol. I can't stand not being myself. I hate the aches. I hate the nose drips, and the stuffiness at the same time. How that's possible who knows. But it happens. I hate the pressure in my head trying to escape from what feels like through my eye balls. Ugh. Stupid sinus issues. Even my poor ear is what seems to be clogged up I guess. I'm tired of tasting the nasty drainage... Yuck. I wish that it would just go away. I was fine yesterday morning at work. Went to his moms and came home for a bit before heading back to work and boy my poor throat was on fire, and I literally had to blow my nose every ten minutes it seemed. Last night was worse. I ended up going to bed at 9:30 and sleeping through until about 8 this morning. I took some drugs and they knocked me out. I still feel horrible. Poor April is feeling it to now. She was sneezing today and her eyes looked a little red. Probably why she is still sleeping. Going on a three hour nap now. She was fussy a little more than normal too.

Well off to take a short nap....

October???

I can't get over how we're almost halfway through October. It seems like winter drags on and on, but then when summer comes, it comes and goes at the blink of an eye. I like the fall weather don't get me wrong, but I like the days where it's still pretty warm during the day. I'm not a big fan of cold rainy days especially with all these leaves falling. They're pretty on the tress. Not on the ground. Anyways, yeah before we know it Christmas will be here. I read it's around 70 days or something like that away now. Oh me.

I went shopping today. Got me a nice pair of dress pants for the wedding. Nice in style and price. I was able to fit into an 8. They seems a little loose, but with them being dress pants and the style that they are, loose actually fits. If I had gone any smaller they would be bunched up I think. But I only paid 5 bucks for them.

Work is going to be hectic this coming week. I will be working a few doubles. One of our people quit yesterday. I should say is quitting. Saturday will be his last day. Hopefully he shows up Saturday. I'll be working Monday and Wednesday both am and pm shifts. Doesn't bother me. Gives me more hours. It won't be like this though all month. We have a new guy in training right now, so hopefully here in the next week he'll be ready to go solo. Working a few extra shifts though will be nice income wise. I have to really start looking at tires for my car. As much as I dread it, I have to do it.

4 years :)

Oh my gosh I can't believe it. Jason and I have been together for 4 years. It doesn't seem like it. It actually seems longer. I got him a cute little card and left it in his truck for when he left for work he would see it.

So much has gone on in the past 4 years. I had just left Petsmart. Of course we had been hanging out all summer, but October is when it was made official. We moved in together. Then we moved into our own place together and not just me moving into his apartment. I started school. We moved due to issues that we could not control. Two car accidents, I was sick, became pregnant had a death of some one very close. Moved again after having April. Jason was on the road. I lost my job at Dillard's. Did some more moving lol. I think we're good for awhile... until this lease is up lol. There is so much more but I would rather not go into that. It's not really my business to tell. It did affect me though big time.

It just seems like a lot has gone on in the past 4 years. It's however made us closer I personally believe. Not just the whole having a child thing, but everything over all has brought us closer. Some of the stuff I don't think I would change that have to do with him and I. Some of the other stuff though yeah I kinda wish that I could. But you start changing even the littlest thing it could have a huge overall change. 4 years ago I never could have imagined that my life would turn out this way. I'm glad that it didn't turn out bad of course.

Another season gone

Well...with the change in season it's more real that winter is coming. Horse show season is over. The leaves are changing. The temps are dropping and it just seems more "fall" like. I'm not complaining too much. The only thing I don't look forward to is the bundling up to go anywhere. I work in the morning out side before the sun comes up and it's getting pretty cold out there. But of course when the sun starts to come up it does start to warm up so it's not that bad right now. Another summer has come and gone. It was a fun summer. We were pretty busy. We're still busy. But it's going to calm down a lot though. This fall the major goal is to get April potty trained. She knows how to sit down on it, she knows to pull her diaper down, and she knows to wipe. It's just she doesn't know when to do it all yet. She's just been mocking me. So the task of doing it this fall might not be that bad....